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Hey, it's a live stream. It's like a casual chat room. Come join me.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HeGsNt…

-Dan
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i literally just copy-pasted this from my journal on my main

Are any of y'all from the Denver area? Maybe Littleton more specifically? I'm moving there really soon and I generally don't socialize in person but I'd like to be able to get out of the house and meet friends but I have no idea where any of our watchers are from.

-Danny
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Hey friends, It's Dan. As you can tell by the title, I need help rigging something. I've been playing with a 3DCG base for the past day or so (I know, that sounds so crazy, who likes 3DCG) and I actually made it look decent! I included a comparison below, my edit is on the left, the original is on the right. (Please don't mind the .spa on mine, I'm going to change it.)

3dcg My Edit V Original by ParanoidConspiracy
3dcg My Edit V Original Face by ParanoidConspiracy
There are still a few things I want to touch up about the appearance on mine but besides that and a handful of other bug fixes if I find any, I've done everything I can do. Unfortunately, 3DCG rigging is absolute garbage. It's a total nightmare and I don't have any rigging skills whatsoever. I'd love to be able to upload my edit as a public base but before I can do that the rigging absolutely needs to be repaired. I've tried weight transferring with various other bases, none of them have worked.

If there is anyone that can help me out, please please please note me. If you can help me, you name will absolutely be included in the base credits because holy shit rigging is a lot of work. I'll even offer a trade, if anyone can help me, I can try to make them a model edit or two, or even as many as they want. I'm really desperate at this point as you can see. I can do almost anything else, but I cannot rig to save my life.
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Noia sobs

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Ok so
Uhm
This journal will be something like my little rambling tbh hhah-
You don't have to read it all, but if you enjoy reading those kind of journals..well, I'm happy. This is something I wanted to get out of myself for a while. And now I finally have a chance to do so.

Yesterday (or more like a day before yesterday for me, since I'm writing it at 6 AM) in 24th of December 2016, I became 17 years old. Wow.
That actually makes me happy as hell, y'know? Because of a few reasons.
In my job, I have to be taken seriously, and the fact that I'm only 1 year left to become an adult is actually a huge advantage. As a graphic designer, I have to sign all that paper work, right. And I still can't do it by myself and all the papers are signed by my dad. It bothers me a lot. Not because of business things - with those I have no problem. It's just...personal. I wanna feel independent. And I still can't, due to my age. Having only one year left makes me feel better. Somehow.

There's also another thing. I have only one year left of being constantly monitored by my parents. For about 7 months I'm in a lesbian relationship. My parents are homophobic, so telling them about that...IT CAN'T HAPPEN. I don't care about myself rn - it's for the good of my girlfriend (whose parents are Catholic af and I'm honestly scared what they are able to do to her). Anyway, back to the point. Only one year to 18. Only one year of hiding from them. After I become 18 - I don't care what will happen. My girlfriend gets 18 in June 2017, so it's good. But there's still me. After I reach 18 years, they won't be able to do shit to me or my girlfriend. They won't be able to take any action, forbid anything. They'll be FORCED to accept it.
I thought about telling them, but they proved themselves to be huge hypocrites. I don't trust them. At all. And it kinda hurts. But whatever.

That's why being any closer to 18 is so amazing for me. And honestly, I don't expect anyone to remember about my birthday, really. It's on Christmas Eve - the shittiest day ever, everyone cares about Christmas, so why the hell would anyone pay attention that someone has their birthday? But - surprisingly - people cared, and actually remembered. It made me cry, since I really didn't think anyone would remember that. I didn't expect people doing any pics for me. So...yeah. It's really fucking heartwarming.

I'd like to publicly thank all of the people who wished me Happy Birthday on that day - via text message, on Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, Skype, and here. I love you all a lot. And I really appreciate that.

Sin Squad, Kottie, dreamydark, Miky-Rei, Alice-Hato, Distalis, offiria, Ria-neearts, AnastasiaAlicia, Ichigo-Custard, Typo-P, EndiBell, YooItsGooms, Iku-P, kiwitrancy92, Grim-Flan, Jiryuu, Nashie-C, TheHardstyler, thos-beans, sleepyslimes, Kawaii-P, AnimeNebula003, Fujiwara-no-Moko, my friend Latte, marvyanaka, GingerCat-P, Fyne, 23Doors, random anon sent to MMDLuv, my friends and my wonderful girlfriend...thank you. It's honestly fucking amazing QuQ

I hope you had wonderful Christmas, and Happy New Year guys! Let's hope 2017 won't be shitty and it will bring us lots of fun and happiness!

- Noia
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